all the love i feel for you starting pouring from my hands...

(this was initially posted in a thread, but is also posted here because it is yours too)

it comes to me that on the spiritual plane the change in diet, lack of what used to be a real desire to consume food has been replaced with the hunger for spirit. the hunger and being fed regularly is more sustenance than any meal i physically ever ate. yes, our bodies are changing as so too is gaia herself and those of us that shall remain must be able to spiritually, physically and mentally be one with her.

yet, having hungered for truth of the all that is for so much of life and to now be at a place where that hunger is consistently filled with the knowledge and power of the infinite - food that once seemed to be what filled a physical hunger and emptiness, no longer has a hold. eating to live instead of living to eat has become what is.

this has spread into every aspect of my world, things i thought were my strongest desires are not anymore. the constant exchange with spirit, the guidance, the living, the results of it all have manifested themselves into all that i am and what i require for joy. it takes all i can muster to focus on anything else. i do put all into it for i recall a life as a monk in which i was allowed to only live in the spiritual plane all the time - this is not meant to be that life again, and since i truly did love that! lol...i do focus so that this life experience might be honored as the life it is meant to be.

i send you all love, light, peace, energy, knowledge, power, kindness, friendship and my spirit, for it is the greatest of me. thank you so much for i am grateful that we are on this journey together. so thankful that you have come to a place of not being blinded by the beautiful veil, but instead keeping your promises to your spiritual self, you rise even beyond that which we thought mattered into the truth of all being unlimited/divine.

i expressed to ariela in an email how thankful i was to have her, that friendships like these help me to not be lonely. i apologize if that seems selfish, but we are also flesh and to me that is what all these threads really are. at their highest they are within every word of advice, within each description of how we could or couldn't sleep. the moon that woke us and asked us to dance in her light. the healer who says it wasn't me who healed thee. the one who stops what they are doing and sends light & love to another. those who recognize that all are sisters, all are brothers even the plants and animals have the same parent as us. in all these exchanges some seeming extraordinary, some seeming very simplistically stated...

there is this truth - we have decided to go. to stay. to grow. to know. to share. to care. to believe. to receive. to give. to live. to be all that we know is meant. for each other. for our world. for our creator and our creations. every single word of advice, every lol, every :) - everytime i read what one of you has written, this is the power of what it means to me...all of these things. it is the glorious reality that we are not alone and confirms on the highest of levels that...

we are one.

since we are one - what would i be if i didn't have the part of me that is you? i wouldn't be all that i am, because all that i now lack you make up for and you give to me an endless gift of this. it is my wish, hope and even prayer that i do the same for you. that when you are lonely you might find a word that i'm sending you and allow it to remind you that you are not alone. when you are hungry, i hope i return unto you the meal that you once prepared that i did eat of. when you are wandering, i hope to find you and remind you of home and when you need me, i hope you can close your eyes and be wherever i am, read a poem and feel the love that is sent, smile and let it resonate deep within...but most of all, i hope that you know in this life and beyond i was always and will always be your friend...for that is what you have given.

isn't it easy to understand that i love you and need not to have shaken your flesh hand? i love you because i know you, i remember you and i'm so thankful to be here on this earth with you.

thank you...yes...i mean you!
we are one
aki