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Hi Kyle - Happy New Year!!!! My apologies for taking so long to read and respond to your email...you can't even imagine the things I've been up too:)

Hum... in regard to this entity that seems to be around your friend...

human's are very focused on "good" and "evil" it comes from religious backgrounds that play a huge part in our overall foundation of this life experience. the truth is it's probably more of there being spirits around who still desire to be in flesh. they've gone on, but didn't leave yet. to us it might have been years since they died, to them, no time has passed at all. this is wonderful from a spiritual perspective, that all time ceases to exist in our truest form, however, while we're still in a flesh experience, these beings can manage to take up a lot of "our" time. this is not done maliciously, they simply do not have the experience of time, that is why we must know when to say when:)

this being doesn't sound "good" or "evil" it sounds like a spirit that hasn't gone from earth. now this is where it might get tricky but try to follow me:)... in actuality all that is and ever was still is, in that level of truth heaven and earth are not some physical distance away, all just is and all is in all places...so, if this is true how/why do we say things like crossed over or staying on "this" side - we say that because even though spirits can be everywhere at once - when one goes from a flesh experience you spend some days here helping others cope with losing you (they can literally feel your spiritual energy/presence so even if they're crying their eyes swolen, it does help) - after what is a short period of time to us, you then go to what is the spiritual realm or side of the veil...heaven...or whatever you'd like to call it:)

you do this and go through the review of the life experience you just had, (purchase a movie called Defending Your Life) - now this movie is not exactly how it is, but i was amazed when i saw it...i was thinking wow, someone remembers and is turning it into entertainment - lol...needless to say, the movie is not famous or even popular:)...go figure, guess it's just meant for those who end up seeing it.

anyway, this won't show you exactly how it is, but the over concept is there in film. you "cross" over - which simply means you go on the spiritual side of all that is instead of being here on the physical - seeing spirits is merely this, allowing your eyes to see the spiritual side of all that is while you're still here in the physical, that's all i'm doing when i see:) and believe me, all is spiritual. the same way you see all these physical things...well...you can see that many spiritual things. it is only looking out of an eye that you don't ususally use while you still have your physical ones open:)

ok - so all that being said, what i pick up from her experience is not a guide or what some call an angel, but merely one who is still around and has not crossed. he is still wandering the earth considering the life he lived and is still in love with the human experience/world. now follow me...when you're a spirit you can obviously do things you couldn't do in flesh - unless you're a rare one that went body & soul:) - you can yes, seemingly walk through walls - truth of course is there is no wall when you're a spirit. you can be anyplace at any moment without a physical method of travel...but...guess what...you cannot be places that you are not invited to be or allowed to be because the human there has empowered their freewill while here on earth and sent you away or put up a protection that basically says no to you.

hence why you should never put a "welcome" mat in front of your door. now on the flip side even though humans don't physically walk through walls (well not typical ones - lol, guru...maybe and even their spirit selves, but not their flesh self) - there are many other things we do/have that once you're in spiritual form you no longer do. they are things we take for granted and see as very basic. yet, they are the only things those who do not leave earth's plain are longing to have once again. they are the only things they can envy in us...what are they?

touch, taste, smell

not just to move objects which yes, they can do - but truthfully usually don't do in front of you as they don't wish to frighten you - the "higher" ones that is:)... moving objects with energy is easy, they issues is this...they no longer feel the object like we do...there is no flesh that touches the object for them, it would be as if you moved something with your mind, you would not experience the cold or warmth of the object, the soft or hard of it, it would just be a thing that traveled from one place to the other - although you'd know it was you...you would have no physical experience of it....

taste...this is a big one for spirits. one reason people have such a passion for food is because deep within them they recall not being able to eat - not being able to taste...when you have no mouth, tongue, digestives system...well...you're not going to tase anything. ever notice the passion we have for food? all the resturants? all the television shows, books...food! lol...well, that's because it is something you no longer experience when you return to spiritual form. yes, it is something to easily "miss" as you look at someone eating your once favorite item and you can merely recall how it "tasted" but even though you can move it all around the room or world for that matter! lol...you cannot actually "taste" it, you have no mouth...

and alas...you see the steam and you know it smells delicious...but..that too is a memory for you can no longer do what is called "smell." you look at the beautiful flowers and you can see them...isn't that still so divine? yes...it is. you can move them if you want, for they can also see you at what is the highest of oneness connection, yet, you no longer have hands to touch them with or a nose to smell them with or lips to kiss them with...you are total energy.

even when you feel a spirit has manifested itself into flesh, in actuality it is like looking at an empty can of soda. you see the can is complete and it appears the lid is closed so you assume it is filled with soda, in your reality...it isn't. it has no organs, it will not bleed...it is just a great palor trick that spirits can do if they have your energy to help them:)

wow, they can use your energy too? yes. the same way you can feel the energy of spirit and spirits:) why would you think they cannot feel yours. the same way you can use the energy they give to cheer yourself, heal yourself, uplift yourself...did it ever dawn on you that maybe this wasn't one sided? maybe, just maybe they can use "your" energy also?...hum...makes you wonder what they do with it doesn't it:).

so, although one can obviously go on and on about these things, in the particular situation that you have described, it shows itself to me as a spirit who was once in flesh...hence the desire to actually be seen so completely dressed and to "appear" to be solid by moving an item while you watch...ah...the desire to be human...humans don't appreciate it until they return to spirit form.

so does this make it evil? no. we give "evil" way to much energy as a concept and that in truth is what empowers it:) there it is again, the idea that the energy we have can be used for all kinds of things in this realm and beyond it...

however, although it isn't "evil" what will you empower it to be? isn't that the true question? for it cannot even stay in the room with you if you tell it to leave. will you allow it to spend what is no-time to it but all of you time? see, when you're in human form a year is 365 days long, even a day has hours yes? and so when you spend a day with this being as it does palor tricks for you and watches you doing the simple things that it now realizes are so special because it cannot do them...the true question is...what were you going to do that day?

and so we return to what you shared as an example to your friend - the story of those who are homeless and some even in shelters or hospitials deemed "insane" who are merely conversing with beings that humans refuse to see with the other eye. yet, they have not only seen them, they decided they "understood" them more than anyone else. they decided the could "talk" to them and get a real audience. they decided this feeling of warmth, coziness and tingling was so good they would just keep this spiritual buddy around...

and what is not even a moment for that spirit...turns out to be years, maybe even a lifetime for that human. is the spirit selfish? no, try to comprehend this...it knows no time. time doesn't exist for it. you are ageless therefore it doesn't identify with you aging. it is connecting to you at your highest spiritual level which to it looks the same every day. yet, it may be 20 years and the person has been considered homeless or insane all that time.

the question here is not whether this entity/spirit is harmless, good or evil - the question is what will you empower it to be? see, in the truth that is, it cannot be evil, yet, if one told you that a spirit stayed around and talked to a human for over 30 years and that human didn't have a life filled with family, friends, physical experiences because it merely just spoke with that spirit all the time and began to pull itself away from other people - decided they didn't understand him, but this spirit loved it unconditionally...and that spirit seeing that this person longed to speak with them continued to speak with them and to listen to them and to share energy with them....

as the human's life passes by, my question to you is...was that evil? evil is what is derived from a human's mind. since human's have the capacity to create whatever they can conceive, they have the ability to create that which they would call evil. one would certainly say only evil would watch that person's entire life be spent in homelessness or a shelter or an insane asylum - yet...what would you say if you were told that to that spirit...it wasn't an entire life, for the spirit is living in the truth of life never ending. to that spirit, all is still the same moment as the first day of communication - communication that is not of the person to it, but of the creator that is all. the moment when the creator spoke itself into being all else that is.

upon initial reading it first seemed to me that your friend might be communicating with death. and when death is mentioned...hairs stand up on the human arms:) yet...death is not evil. death is not evil. death is merely the same as life. it is what occurs when one goes from one experience of life to another. what most humans don't know is that death - an actual death guide or some call it a death angel - comes in with you and remains with you until you join it.

does this make you feel wonderfu? it should! it should bring about a sense of peace, not fear. it should give you peace of mind to know that all is prepared for all that is. even how you will return home, your "ticket" is here with you when you are born. when a human dies it is this angel/guide that taps them on the shoulder and says did you enjoy it? was it more fun this time?

it is not eiry, scrary, evil to be feared. it is your friend before you come in and when you leave here. it is what spares you feelings that you would know to be tramatic. it touches you when your car is going over a cliff and you join it long before your vehicle and body burst into flames:)...it is a beautiful process.

yes, death walks with you and often when you have given credit to a guide for "saving" your life, it is truly death that is deserving of that credit. for whom else should see that you are walking into something that could lead to your demise? wouldn't it make sense that this being would know when to say, "wait" don't take that flight or cross the street yet. don't accept that job or quit today! doesn't it seem logical to the human mind that death would know how much longer you could stay? that death could say don't go on that ski trip or don't sail today? yes. often it is death that has kept you from dying...isn't that the irony of spirit?...smile...how can you do anything else but smile when you consider that the angel of mercy that "spared" your life was indeed death.

so some say why hath god forgotten me? how can god see children die? how can god see people suffer and do nothing? they say there is no god. they say this because it makes them feel better to think that there is none rather than there is one and that it could allow for such pain, sorrow, death, misery. yet it is said unto the human that what if all this time that which ye hath called upon hath always answered thee? that which ye pray to hath not let one prayer go unheard or unanswered? how doeth the human feel to knoweth that ye hath never been alone or left alone or made to suffer?

are thou prepared to accept the powerful truth? doeth thy eyes, ears desireth to live that which is instead of that which giveth thee no power or responsibility in thy own lives? this is what is... everytime a human beit a child or a senior is faced with the possibility of death, even is faced with that which will lead to what will be it's death - it is warned.

ye chooseth to say there is none that is a creator, and yet we saith unto thee how then hath thou been created? why is it that man can build a building and know that it would not have come into existence without him having done so, yet he refuseth to believe that one also hath created him as even a building of flesh? and we say to thee even as they come to thy divine birthright, why doeth thy feeleth the need to therefore eliminate that which hath birthed thee? does a man saith to his friends that he hath come unto this earth with no mother or father? yet he saith to his friends that this earth hath appeared with no creator...smile. yes, even as thy are human because thy were born unto a human being, thy are also spirit because thy cometh from spirit itself. to that one who saith ye are god, he is god, she is god - is this truly a revelation for thee? is this no different than saying ye are human, he is human, she is human? for how beit that a human can be flesh and spirit unless that human have parents of flesh and a parent of spirit?

we say to thee that the wise human saith unto himself, he is the same unto god as he is unto his mother or father, born out of, conceived even within the body of, and then birth into himself. he now haveth his own flesh, mind, life and yet, he is always part of that which hath created him. we saith unto ye that ye are all god, and yet do not be confused for God/Goddess also still is. the same way ye hath been born of thy mother, yet hath not replaced thy mother with thyself but instead dwelleth as a being and thy mother continue to dwelleth also, even if she hath returned to spirit, ye did not manifest thyself into her flesh. so to is how ye manage to be gods for ye are all created, we are all created from that which is God/Goddess even the earth herself. yet, humans become lost and feel as if they hath no parent when they take their rightful place of birthright and become confused to believe they hath birthed their ownselves or have now replaced that which giveth all life, which is all life.

we saith unto you that if a women walketh the earth and none other walketh the earth but she, then one is born unto her and even another and even another - there needeth not have been any man or sex for this to transpire, but it was divine that she became pregnant and did give birth several times over. then all who are born unto her call her the mother of mankind for she hath given them life. she walkedth around with them and all acknowledge her for being the giver of life. what then should happen if she leaveth that land and go unto another one far from the eyes of the children she hath given life too? will they begin to tell history differenlty? will they begin to say one to the other, i was not born unto a woman, i cometh from the ocean? another saith i cometh from the land? another saith i cometh from the clouds?

yet that woman hath only gone to another land and did also birth all that would be life there while her children saith as generations pass, we cometh here of ourselves unto this earth. yet when one challengeth them and saith from whence did thy come? if ye hath come unto this earth, where pretell were thee beforeth thee arrived? and man looketh upon this child for even man hath forgotten to ask the woman from whence did she arrive?

the man hath now created years of ignorance and untruths, fairytales and therefore hath a personal stake in all believeing what he hath conjured up and he saith to the child it is because i hath said it is. he declares that any who speaketh against his truth should be put to death. he doeth this for he hath forgotten to inquire where his mother did come from, he hath forgotten where indeed all hath come from, for albeit she hath given birth to the first order of men, was it she who hath birthed even this who is earth? he knoweth not, for his memory only travels back unto his own birth. since she was always here, he cannot say if she came first and did indeed give birth to the earth itself.

so mankind hath found fault in God/Goddess mankind hath decided that no mother could give birth to a child and then watch it starve to death. no mother could birth in a child and then watch it die of disease. what kind of mother/father could birth in a child and watch as his brotherin killeth him? so that woman with a big heart and even bigger compassion, empathy saith to herself and those around her, there is no god.

others join in for they too feel none that is described of as all love, all peace, all joy, could watch these horrible things and do nothing. they come together and call themselves non-believers, atheists...spirit smiles at this. for how many humans hath had their own flesh children look them in the face and say unto them, thee are not mine mother? thee are not mine father? doeth thee then decide that that is what is true? doeth thee forget having conceived and birthed unto the earth this child that now saith thee hath not? can thee causeth thyself to forget?

no, ye doeth not forget. and neither doeth thy God/Goddess. ye still loveth thy child even if thy child saith unto thee thy hath done them no service.

so we say unto mankind, what maketh thee think thy hath no God/Goddess watching over thee? protecting thee? guiding thee? we need not hear thy answer, we knoweth thy answer - it is thee. for thee are given guidance allways. even when thy feeleth thy are sleeping thy are being guided by that which hath been sent to guide thee. consider then this. if thy God/Goddess birthed an earth, all living creatures upon it and even mankind unto it - why then would the God/Goddess no longer be that which it is...a creator. we ask thee to consider in thy own mind, doeth thy know of a creator that only created one thing? even though thy considereth thyself not to be creators we saith unto thee doeth thy hath children? doeth thy have relationships? doeth thy hath songs thy sing? words thy write? doeth thee take blank paper and fill it with thy words or empty air and fill it with thy voice? are thy sure thy are not creators?

if mankind is therefore a creator who creates every moment then what of that which created mankind? with this we give to you another world that hath been created. we give to you the answer to the question that hath been asked for lifetimes, yes, there is that which thy calleth heaven. it was created when earth was created it is. if man's world and flesh is one of solid form, then we say unto you merely imagine the world that is of spiritual formlessness and ye have before ye the parallel world of that which is what man hath called heaven.

is it above your world beyond the sky? we saith unto you that it cannot be contained to above or below your earth for it is formless. these things hath not been explained to man in detail for man hath decided to use only his mind to develop his intellect...spirit smiles at this. yet who is to say that it hath not been explained and then was changed for those whom it was later revealed to thought it too great for the minds of men and most importantly, it did not suit their personal wishes of empowerment. they could not hold something against you if you were told it already belongs to you and you do not have to earn it.

we saith unto you can mankind conceive the idea of earth being inside of that which men call heaven? we knoweth women should see this easily for even she walketh the earth as an entire earth herself does she not? she walketh with the ability to feed from her own body, give drink and nurishment, without dying herself or having to be dead and then eaten from. on the contrary she carry life within her own body even as she walked upon that which is alive.

so can mankind receiveth this gift that is given to you upon the beginning of thy new year? thy earth is merely a star within that which is called heaven...spirit smiles at this. for your world is designed in a way that always gives you the feeling of completion. all things have a beginning and an end, even thy own concepts will often only go so far.... yet, what if it isn't so. what if ye are part of that which is called heaven, the same as the child groweth inside the mother and thinketh it is in all that is. for it at that time is all it knows of. so for nine months it sees this same interior which to it is not an interior but is an whole world. and when thy mother walketh it is unto the baby the same as when thy world quaketh. the baby feels the "world" moving.

hath thy ever conceived the thought that thy are merely in the womb of God/Goddess? that thy hath not even been birth yet...spirit is really smiling at this. for we see thy eyes opening wide at the concept of this, what if thy are actually just a baby? thy stay in that state for years as opposed to thy children which stay in that state for 9 months? we say unto mankind if ye release thy mind an entire world beyond it awaits thee, one in which is not flat nor round but endless.

if this is therefore an endless "heaven" that mankind and it's world is in, then might there be more than one?...hath thy ever heard of a woman who hath given birth to more than one child? did she carry two or three or five or even six children? doeth woman have the capacity to do more than that which created her and all of thy world?...our typist is laughing out loud at this, for here she was lead to answer emails and hath found herself in a channeling...and what better information to give thee than this?

kyle we saith unto you and thy friend that if ye were merely in the womb of the God/Goddess and the God/Goddess carryeth many children - which are conceived as worlds to thee - then what if one of the children bumped into you? what if this womb unlike the female human womb, is endless and therefore hath what is beyond room to spare and so in order to reach you, your sibling would have to "travel" to your world.

our typist is laughing out loud...and spirit is smiling. oh it just keeps getting better doesn't it? we say that a woman might have what is called identical twins, they look exactly the same - yet they are two different beings. each capable of having their own life. albeit they are often more connected than others, they are still separate beings. so for that mother who gives birth to 6 children who are all different, but she did indeed carry. they all make different choices and have different experiences, but are all from the same mother.

we saith unto thee that those that would have you believe you are limiting your experience and mind by believing there is a God/Goddess, are actually the ones who are limiting themselves by believing there isn't. for even as ye realize ye are from the God/Goddess, ye are limited to flesh and humanness - all of you. no matter how many of you, none of you can even walk in space yet without breathing assistance. so if there is only you, isn't that the concept that is limiting? for if there is a God/Goddess, wouldn't it be your connection to unlimitedness? for ye seem to be trapped in thy physcial world, yet the God/Goddess is all worlds and all that is, well beyond what you can see or preceive of.

so we say unto thee, did thy really think there was only one world? hath all the women of thy world only given birth to one child each? hath ye on the contrary discovered that thy women can give birth to even 17 or 18, 20? children? our typist smiles as she now sees why she was guided to know of these large families. so if thy women can give birth to so many children what praytell of the God/Goddess? and what if we said unto thee that thee are not the only children? that to that which creates all and is all, all are children. can thy conceive that the earth on which thy live is also a "child" of the God/Goddess?

...she is laughing again... it is so much fun is it not to go beyond the human mind of what is. if thy very earth is a child of the creator and thy are children of the creator...how many children hath the creator created...petter pipper picked a...spirit is smiling and our typist is laughing for it is our mission to give unto thee information that thy hath not spent thy time in thought of or concern of but that will empower thee and inform thee in a way that is necessary for us to do that which we hath volunteered for - yes humans, all have freewill, even that which thy call angels. - we hath volunteered to bring unto the human that which they calleth out for...bliss.

albeit thy hath been lead to believe that ignorance is bliss...spirit smiles at this and so does our partner...we saith unto thee that ignorance is limitation and blissfulness is when ye hath learned all ye can know and is happy because of all of it, not trying to live inspite of it all.

doeth the human feel like reading and hearing many lessons today? for we hath waited to give these things unto ye so that it might coincide with things that are transpiring with thy universe. we would care to share with thee things that our partner hath experienced over these days since we last communicated through her hands, yet, she would not care for them to be shared, so we honor this. yet we say unto those whom also went through many physical experiences before your year ended and as the new one came in, toucheth the crown of thy head and feel around it to see if it hath changed. doeth thy believe thy are hallucinating?...spirit smiles at this...all those headaches had a reason.

if ye were foretold that even thy dna was changing, what limitations did thy place upon this? are ye communicating with thy cells yet? can ye heareth thy own body maketh request unto thee to eat this thing or not to eat that one? to drink this now or that later? to walk..to walk...to walk? our partner is smiling for she hath been ignoring the voice suggesting she walk for sometime now...we know she hath been avoiding even this, yet she laughs at the idea of avoiding that which is bliss. she hath not avoided us in her being or self, yet she hath avoided these sessions...spirit smiles at this, for can ye avoid the house that thy live in? can ye walk upon the earth and avoid it?

no, ye can only ignore it. doeth thy recall what we began discussing in this experience of sharing? how can God/Goddess exist and watch mankind suffer, watch the children die? well on the greatest level of truths, there is none dead all are incapable of dying. we giveth thee this example in the trees as the leaves seem to die yet, are born again with the change of season. the leaves unto thy human eyes were dead, but unto thy world became part of the land and did help the soil which groweth the tree from which the leaves come again.

ye thinketh only man and birds can travel long distances, well the next time thy seeth a leaf on a road, smile at it...it is traveling:) what maketh mankind believe it is the only communicator with nature? especially when so few humans even bother to communicate with it? nature speaks in one language, mankind knows this language, it has been being given as a gift to our partner for sometime now, slowly as not to overload her senses by hearing all speaking at once...spirit smiles at this. for she hath had the experience of this once and it did send her to her room and she chose to rest and tell all to leave her alone...spirit smiles at this even as she laughs. if thy tell a spirit to leave thee alone, doeth thy believeth that the spirit must then leave the room or even the earth?

only mankind thinketh himself so powerful and so weak even at the same time. mankind feel he is powerful enough to say unto a spirit to go and it shall have to go, yet mankind feels she is too weak to be the one deciding who lives or "dies." mankind can say unto a spirit to leave but not unto death?

our partner is smiling, she knows where this heading now...if we hath said unto ye that death is merely a spirit an angel as some of ye would call it, that cometh into the human world experience with thee, then if ye can say unto an entity that annoys ye to leave, why not say unto death, not now?

many of you have learned this seeming secret. ye hath told death not today, not this year, not now....not yet. yet we say unto thee all is and is not one way or one sided...so many of ye hath called unto death and death hath said unto thee...not yet...not today...not this year...not now...spirit smiles at this. for the human being hath misconceived that which is choice.

we say unto thee that when thee goeth into a restaurant ye choseth what ever ye desire to eat. many will only choose whatever they see on the menu. others will believe if there is a chef, that one hath the ability to make other things with the ingredients they have and therefore, they ask what else is available or they make a request of what they desire that isn't written down. we tell you that often their request is honored.

yet, when ye were still growing in thy mother's womb, did ye not have the diet she provided for thee? yes, ye ate whatever her body did supply for thee and it was all ye knew of...our partner is typing in faith as she rarely knows where it will end up, but hath learned to enjoy the ride instead of focusing on the destination. so we say unto you that choice and freewill are possibly very simple, yet more dynamic then they hath preceived. if thy could allow thyself the knowledge of what thee truly are - which is without limitation - thy experiences on earth would change greatly.

if thee are without limitation...ye say to thyself, this is simple enough to comprehend....but we say unto you that you continually only consider your world. you are always thinking within the limitation of earth and flesh and therefore you do not live these truths to the fullness of their meanings. freewill is without limitation to all. yes, even the angels, even the guides, even death, even animals, even trees, even moons and suns...spirit smiles at this as we try to expand the human mind to conceive of more than one earth...more than one child or children being within that which hath no form and no ending, no limitation.

we say unto ye that ye need not fear spiritual beings or even death, even as we tell thee that all hath freewill, doeth thy know why ye need not fear? because angels, guides and even that which they call the death angel, hath chosen to use our freewill to help mankind. this is why when ye saith unto death go away, it shall not touch you. it hath no ego, no personal desires, it is not a person. it is divine and still in the form of divinty, without clouded judgement.

yet, others hath said unto death to flee from me and it appears death did not listen, but awakened them anyway. unto you we say all is not as it seems. while ye are in tunnel vision - seeing the earth, flesh, desires of flesh, self - there is much more to all that is. often one will consider that he or she had so much more to "live" for. their loved one had "so" much "going" for them...so much to "live" for. we say to you that if ye could fully receive the truth of there being no death, ye would realize your loved one still does have so much to live for and is indeed living those things now. the difference is they are able to see you while they do the things that are on the spiritual plain.

albeit only a few of you allow yoursleves to see us while you're on the earthly plain. are you receiving this human? are we making this clear enough, for it is so simple it is like a sunrise or sunset...easy to miss. transpiring in what feels like seconds...but the gloriousness you receive if you can catch even a glimse. while others walk around not even appreciating the sun until the cloudy days come, you will walk around with the power of the glorious sunrise/set in your spirit. carry with you the energy that she gives ony at these times as she comes closer to your earth...as your earth comes closer to her. hath thee ever considered there might be an importance to the rising and setting of the sun and that is why so many try to see it?...they are actually receiving it...wouldn't you like to know what "it" is?...you'll have to start catching them yourself then won't you...spirit smiles at this.

so we say to you that in the highest truth of there being no death and none dead, spirit isn't watching people die and kill each other. yet, we will speak to this for it is very important it is what causes some to say there is no God/Goddess...this human suffering that ye cause upon yeselves. we bring ye back to the lesson of "freewill."

ye say unto us, my son didn't want to die he was just a boy, my mother didn't want to die, she had so much to live for. my brother didn't want to be killed he had plans. my sister didn't want to die especially not so tragically.

we say this to you...guides.

what human is the power of your guides?

did we not say even through our partner as she answered the email sent to her that ye empower those spirits around you?

we ask thee a simple question, can ye empower something that we are also telling you is connected to the same power as you? to the one that is all power?

does man-kind truly believe she hath the capacity to "empower" spirit?...spirit smiles at this.

maybe then there is something else to be learned here, something else to consider or know of. maybe...you have the ability to empower them by merely following their guidance.

for if a teacher stands in front of a classroom knowing about the subject she hath been sent to teach far more than those who hath come to learn of it, and as she standeth there, the students choose to become unruly, they begin to make loud noises and listen one to the other instead of that one who hath come to teach - we give this lesson for teachers on earth hath an important mission and many of you will connect to this description in your own memories - if that teacher realizes she cannot shout over all of the voices, she might quietly sit/stand next to the few students who are listening and teach them. she might continue to teach even though you aren't listening.

some might realize she's speaking and have a desire to know what she's teaching, but they don't let it override their desire to just "hang" out with their buddies. some decide the book they're reading is too interesting to put away to hear what she's saying...not realizing they can return to the book, but she will not say the exact same things again.

so that teacher teaches, but are you listening? if you're not, how can you be learning? so we say unto thee that even though this being has all of this knowledge they've been sent to your classroom to give to you to share with you - if you do not "empower" them by hearing what they have to say...then...you have used your freewill to remain ignorant of whatever that lesson might have been.

yet, is it not true that the human school system will insist a child take a course again if they do not pass certain tests? have ye ever been faced with the exact same situations in life? and even so, doeth thy know of many students who did indeed graduate even though, they don't appear to be very knowledgeable?

when that one finds themselves in a situation where everyone is discussing the topics they managed to avoid, they have to then stand there quietly hoping to "learn" and "catch-up" or they decide they are "overwhelmed" and walk away...again...same information, different teacher trying to deliver it to them...but yet again...it is up to them.

we say unto thee that the difference between our freewill and yours is patience. we do not have this as an experience for we have no time, no sense of time, being rushed or slowed down, years passing by, aging...etc.

so if you choose to finally quiet down at the age of 40 or 50 or 60 or 70 or 80 or even 12 to hear what is being taught...that's just fine with us...we will still be there giving you the lesson - not upset, because we don't have what are human emotions. yes, we know joy - we are joy...we wish you could understand the difference and similarities... that is for another time...spirit smiles at this, for us even when we say it is for another time we are experiencing it now. we experience all now. so for our partner it will be then but for us, it already is.

we say to you that albeit we will teach you that lesson you missed when you refused to listen to guidance, chances are likely you've already been through many experiences where you could have applied it. oh how unfortunate it is when someone discovers they don't know cpr when the person before them requires it to live. they think of all the times they could have taken the classes. they think of all they've seen on t.v., they figure they can at least try to mimic what they've witnessed? but oh the pressure when a life is now in the balance? yes?

of course after that experience, they take a cpr class. this is like guidance - your guides often say to you...no...this person is not in your best interest to date.... you feel it, you see the signs, you receive confirmation...then you date them anyway. when it all ends up in heart break you yell to the heavens...spirit smiles at this, for how does it feel to conceive that you are already in the heavens?

you yell to the heavens and you say, why me? where was God/Goddess? i'm a good person...how could this happen to me?...we say unto you....

freewill.

your guide gave you guidance, you choose to ignore it. therefore you said to the universe, let it be. all the heartbreak that my guide sees, and is trying to prevent me from experiencing because my guide also sees that it is love my heart is seeking...well, let that heartache be.

then as you cry on your pillow, guess who is there sending you energy so you'll feel better sooner rather than later...that same guide.

no ego. no selfishness. no personal mission...we are not people.

all we "desire" to use a human term you'll comprehend - is to guide you while you are in humanness, while your spirit is not at 100% and you are subject to tears and sorrow and flesh. all we volunteered to do is help. we are beyond what you call in love with you. if you took the strongest feelings of love for a person you know and multiply that by unlimitedness, you would begin to know the love of God/Goddess.

so you cry for a human day or 2 or 20 or even years. some cry their entire lifetime away. and the atheist says, where is God/Goddess in all of this? where are these supposed guides? why didn't they encourage you to getup, move on? why didn't they do this or that?

we say unto you that as you ride in you car you see the suggested speed limit. you say it is not a suggestion it is mandatory, it is the law that you follow. we say unto you, if that is true, how do so many of you receive speeding tickets for going beyond it?

are you sure it is mandatory and not suggested? is it merely guidance? did someone who studies these things determine that it was a safe speed to slow down from in case of an emergency based on this particular road? that it was/is a good speed to drive at in order to not use up all of your fuel?...many of you learned this when the gas prices went up...spirit smiles this...if only the human did not live in limitation, would it even need a car to travel?...spirit is smiling, so too is our partner.

we say unto you that if you go faster than the suggested speed limit doesn't that increase your chances of crashing? if you crash are others involved?

yet, isn't it your freewill that leads you to decide what you desire to do? if it is or isn't what is best for you is irrelevant. it is your choice, it is your freewill. when you go past the 65mph at 90mph and you simply ignore it...when you crash is it really the fault of God/Goddess?

why is it that the human chooses to blame spirit for the accident and the death of the teenagers lost, but gives not credit to spirit for sending the guidance to the one who determined 65mph was the safest high-speed to travel at? it is the same freewill of man that would give spirit credit for the crash and death but not give credit for the guidance of the sign that thousands of others have followed and did arrive to their destinations safely.

fortunately, spirit has no ego and you are not hurting spirit's feelings...you my loves are spirits feelings...spirits smiles at this. our partner really likes that one as she laughs out loud.

yes, you are spirits feelings this is why it would be in your best interest to follow that wonderful feeling you get from that advice you know you should listen to. it would be in your best interest because if you don't, you are also the one who will feel it. you share these feelings don't you? the one car crash that killed several teenages, oh the feelings of the families, then it is told to friends and other loved ones and they feel it, then it is shared on the news and all the viewers feel it. now you have the internet so it can be told across the world in seconds everyone can be feeling sorrow at the exact same moment.

have you ever been pregnant? if not speak to a mother who has, ask her if she noticed the difference in her womb when she was sad, depressed, sick, or upset?...if she recalls or not, it affected the experience of pregnancy...being happy, joyful, uplifted or the opposite affects your world...gaia is the womb you are living in...God/Goddess is the endless, formless body that carries you:)

so does God/Goddess care?...well...do you care about your womb? our partner is laughing at this, she cares about hers. does God/Goddess care? ...well do you care about your children? your loved ones?

if you can love and care for your pets and flowers why then do you think God/Goddess does not love and care for you? especially since it is that which sent you the pets and flowers to be loved by and loving to.

we say this to you, as much as you love your dog or cat if you see it running into the street and you yell to it to stop or come back because you see a car is coming and it doesn't listen to you so it is hit and wounded or killed, did that happen to it because you loved it less? or do you not exist now because if you existed it couldn't have happened? or was it up to that cat or dog to stop? was it their freewill to listen to you or go ahead?

so too is the human experience. specifically we can break this down for you, a woman will read this who was guided not to eat a particular food. she did not listen, she ate as much as she wanted to. that woman gave birth to a son who had many medical problems. she couldn't understand how God/Goddess hath forsaken her. how spirit could allow for her innocent child to be so ill.

she hath decided to relieve herself of the torture of the truth, this was caused by her very diet while pregnant. so now that she is blamefree, someone else must be guilty - who better to blame than that which gives all life?

even still this woman saith why didn't spirit prevent it? and yet she has no recall of spirit saying each time before she ate of that food, you don't need this, you shouldn't eat this...this isn't good for you...will this hurt the baby?

we say to mankind do ye still smoke even after ye see the surgeon general's warning on the side of the package of cigarettes? so to do you still do whatever you wish after you hear the voice of guidance.

for many to hear and ignore is still a gift for there are countless others who can't even hear anymore. their heads are filled with so much noise. they hear songs, playing...how many have said "i can't get that song out of my head?"...they hear the list of things they want to get done that day....they hear their fantasies as they dream of things they aren't really living. then there are those who hear the television, the music playing, the game's soundtrack/score, the baby crying, the children yelling, the co-workers talking, the phone constantly ringing...you name it...they hear every voice, every sound...accept God/Goddess....

as a matter of fact if someone tells you they heard that voice they get called all kinds of names, and yet, when your mother or father calls you...do you not hear them?

we say to the human that it was told that God/Goddess speaks in the silence....this is true...yet we say unto you that God/Goddess speaks continuously...ye only hear when all else is silent.

does man know that she hath the power to make all else silent anyplace at anytime? it was given as a lesson to our typist just a day ago...even in the midst of chaos and noise ye hath the ability to obtain silence, peace and oneness with that with is your spiritual guide. this bringeth ye closer to the oneness that is with the God/Goddess for your spirit is not flesh and ye hath have to connect to it with thy spirit and thereby lessened thy experience of flesh and increaseth they spiritual self.

there is God/Goddess. it is what is. it has never left you, this is impossible to do. it is why we say ignorance is not bliss. for the knowledge that it is one with, is what giveth thee power.

this is what is hard for some of you to receive, but we offer it to you...when a spiritual guide saith to a young child, you shouldn't go outside today, you should just stay inside...that child also hath freewill. it's freewill is not what you will for it. it is no longer in your womb. it now has a womb of it's own. it chooseth to go outside anyway.

the guide knoweth the potentials of that day/moment and even while the child is outside and it thinketh..."maybe i'll go to the park" and it's guide says, "no, you should just stay here."

we say unto you who read and hear these words, you know it to be true that you find yourself in silent conversation with yourselves...doeth thy wonder how this can be? hath thy not considered it is your guide? when the guidance is not necessarily always what you desire at the moment, but is somehow what you know you "should" do...the "right" thing to do?

the child says, "nah, i don't feel like staying around here...i'm going to the park."

at that moment, all potentials for the outcome have increased. the spirit guide is speaking even faster, even louder as the child goes toward the park. the child has made up it's mind and starts singing a song to "drown" the voice telling it to do "the right" thing out.

it is at the park having fun and says to itself (which is really to it's guide) "see, i knew this was a good idea, i'm glad i came here." the guide says, "should probably leave and head home now, it's been long enough."

what the child doesn't know is that the guide is still trying to help them have things turn out in their best interest. we say to you gps.... this was a gift to the creator of it from their guide. to create that which would help you find your way to a destination and be able to do it in real time and to be able to assist you even when you don't follow it's instructions.

do humans not see divinity in all things? we say to you when a gps is used and you do not follow its guidance, it will often tell you of another way to go...since you "missed" the turn or the exit or the entrance.

hath the human not considered this when driving, guidance...guides? your guides will also try to come up with alternative ways you can still reach the destination that you are actually desiring to travel to....yet, hath thy noticed that often the gps will have to guide you back to where you didn't listen? it discovers there is no other road leading to your destination. you have to make that turn or you'll be lost?

the child says..."heck no one has come looking for me yet, i'm going to stay out as long as i can." the guide responds, but the child is singing again...in order to avoid it's own guide's voice.

we send love and light to the one who reads this and thinks of their child, we give this to you as the gift that ye hath requested. ye cannot sleep in the torment of what happened to thy child and thy child saith unto us to give to you the truth of that day.

it is cloudy now, for even the heavens know the potential of what is to be in these moments. the other children start to go home with parents, friends... this child is just relaxing...but anxious, for it is outside without having told anyone where it was going.

playing, swinging on swings...our partner needs a moment for as it is revealed it is seen.

the child stops singing and now hears the angel that is his guide yelling "RUN" it is in fear now, for something is wrong, it has gone too far, it should have listened it should have stayed home...he should have stayed inside. he is snatched and pulled into a van and taken away.

we will not tell all that is beyond this. we will say that that child is now home in the bigger sense of home. where was God/Goddess in all of this?

the same as the guide was trying to get him to use his freewill and stay safe. another guide was trying to get his killer to not take him...

we say to the human being that "all" have "freewill" we wonder now if you will accept the unlimitedness of that. even the killer had the "freewill" to not go out that day. we say to you that they both had the freewill to go out and to meet.

where is God/Goddess in all of this. as he is terrified, tied up in this van, his guide never leaves him. his guide says it's ok. it's going to be ok...you are loved...your mother loves you...can you feel all the love of God/Goddess right now here with you?

the irony is this, the boy is now so quiet that all he can hear is his own heart beating and the voice of his guide. it is not one guide or two, the van is completely filled with angels. they are the guides for him and the ones for his killer. all are sending love, light...guidance.

they surround him with their energy. and as the man who hath taken him away does him harm, they take him out of his own mind so that he will not know of it. his spirit is to not be touched. at the moment of when he is killing him...his lifelong angelic guide death touches him...and he leaves instantaneously. his spirit looks into the eyes of his friend death and his friends who where his guides and they all smile, he then says i should have listened to you guys...they say...

don't worry about it...there's another opportunity for you to go back coming up if you want to...

what about on earth? his parents, his friends, loved ones...they are all pouring their hearts words to each other, hugs, love, candles being lit. it is televised - the nation sends love, feels love all over the world...

the spirit that was the little boy is watching all of it, his guides say look what you caused...he says yeah, little old me...

all of the many prayers can be heard as the world prays for the family...even the earth can feel the love.

we say to the human that all outcomes are prepared for. if he had stayed home...he would have been using his freewill to stay on. there was a part of him that knew he was making a very big decision that day...it was his spirit that knew, yet, freewill to listen to guides is always yours.

can you possibly see that we have nothing to loose or gain based on outcome? we will guide you no matter if you listen or not? yes, there was the potential for him to stay on earth for many years and even have children of his own. but can you see the divinity in how he comes back and does?

in the next life experience...he will listen to his guides...he remembers their voice.

we say to you that death is merely an angel that has walked with you since birth and will be with you until birth. we say that your guides are not enforcers, they can merely guide you as your speed limit does, it is up to you to follow the guidance. we say to you that there is a God/Goddess and it chooses to not treat you like puppets having you all do whatever it tells you to do...hence the reason you have "guides."

mostly we ask you to see that the same power that God/Goddess has to choose to create worlds, peoples, animals, flowers...it so gives to you the power to create what you choose.

hath the human being chosen to created destruction, love, war, peace, mercy, forgiveness, medicine, disease, charity, greed....

what are you choosing human being? who do you say you are? who shall you live to be? what do you stand for? what will you live for?

let us know...we're waiting to guide you...no matter your choice...we will support you all the way home...and yet...a few of you will have the experience of home, even now.

allow yourself to be wrapped in the blanket that spirit places upon you, it is filled with love, peace, power...and yes...you are free to not use it at all.

bliss

these are the writings of bliss as received by that which we call aki. we suggest that you allow them to benefit you without doing anything your guide would not suggest you do...spirit is smiling.

we see and know of that which our partner knows not of so we say consider all copywritten. she's smiling too...it never really ends where you expect it to does it?...that is because...it never really ends, it allways is.

we told our partner we would regive the lessen of God/Goddess...this is to help with the mind of mankind...that which creates all cannot be and is not limited to male or female. it is only given to you to help you accept it without question. when referred to in your writings as "the father" we say unto you that men were in rule. if it had been that women were in rule it would have been referred to as "mother" we say unto you that some saith God is the father and earth is the Mother, we saith that the Creator is both and all that is. that which hath the ability to create plant life, animal life, aquatic life...even water cannot be male or female. is not plant or animal. is not human or spirit...but is all that it always was, will be and yet...is also all that it creates. we ask the human to comprehend that if it is all that was initially then wouldn't all that has been created still have to be from it? and yet...still be one with? when mankind stops seeing God/Goddess as a greyhaired man who sits in a heaven and judges you, but instead as even more than a womb that cares the earth, one of its children...man will be closer to it's spiritual truth and no loner lost in a flesh based history.

God/Goddess is given here so that you might identify what the term you've come to know and love, yet, even as we know of your limitations (by choice, by the way) we will not join you in all of you methods, some things just are and will not conform so that you might feel better about your choices. if that which is all is unto you God it must also be Goddess for it need none other to multiply...spirit smiles at this.

yet, feel free to will yourselves into conceiving of a creator that is genderless...for on this side of the veil...we are not limited to flesh or body parts that would define what is known to man as sexuality...there is no sex here...alas...that will keep some of you on earth longer won't it?...spirit smiles at this.

we will leave you with this...your spiritual guide has the knowledge and power of bliss...all you ever had to do was ask and yes...it shall be given unto you...but...will you receive it?...for even reception is still up to you and your freewill.

happy new year to the human race...may you give yourselves the things you list as resolutions, we say to the human that peace on earth has been the number one request for lifetimes...maybe you should go ahead and give yourselves that one.

bliss.